“For everything there is a season, and a time for every matter under heaven:” Ecclesiastes 3:1
If you can accept this, you can know when and how to move forward because, this is wisdom from Heaven and He who dwells there, knows your life schedule. His agenda is Supreme and letting go is the way to free your heart. If you believe and follow Him, He’s going to fulfill His purpose for you. So, holding onto anything that is past it’s expiration date, is only an internal struggle and won’t affect His Plan unless you forfeit it and decide to go your own way. (This doesn’t mean that what was, wasn’t priceless and essential. I just know when the season is over it’s over.) Now, personally, I don’t have a better plan. Mine has always been unstable since it fluctuates with my emotions and my very limited mind. But releasing my agenda is never easy. I’m probably always going to struggle with some version of this. But, today, was epic. After 6 months of influencing and wrestling and wondering and questioning, I just let it go. I had to. It was time. I am so very confident that it was the next step. It must have happened overnight, I’m not sure, but I just wasn’t sad to let go and I no longer had faith in it. I could see how futile and unvaluable it was as it robbed me of joy. Then— I saw this on Instagram. I thought, yes, this is good. My God is going to take me further and maybe even faster without all that resistance. Plus, everybody will be way better off since I won’t be scuffling to keep what wasn’t meant to be anyway. Epic is a very good word to describe shifts in spiritual matters. And today was Epic.
“The Lord will fulfill his purpose for me; your steadfast love, O Lord, endures forever.” Psalm 138:8