…am here, looking and waiting. I’m not the only one. I wish I were better at loving You. I wish I conveyed to you in a more worthy way the love and worship You deserve. But, sometimes, I just send You my sadness and hurts and my concerns and worries in prayer and neglect recognizing the beauty of You. When I wrote out those words on paper, I was thinking about the way You hear me. I never have to send a message in that way. I believe You hear me without formal communication like that. You don’t speak to me that way. You’ve sent me confirmation of Your Love and Concern in so many unconventional ways. Especially because You know my language. I’ve heard You in all the ways You’ve spoken. You are always talking to me. Help me converse with You using my heart. Connect me to You so that I can love You and let You love me. I know then, You can flow through me while I am here and become another way You speak, but not just to me. You’ll be conveying Your Love to others. Dear God, You are better than anything on earth. Your Love realized in Jesus who holds my heart and my life. Please, hear me and act. Look and heal. Overlook my mistakes. Reconcile, and make what isn’t, into what is. It is possible in Your Word. Romans 4:17 Remember the things that were intended in spite of my faults. Forgive and do a miracle. I am letting go. I won’t try to wrestle control from You. I will depend on You. You are All Hope and Love because You are in Christ. Never at a distance and always attentive to my prayers. Restore Peace and make Yourself known, Amen❤❤❤
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