I hesitated yesterday. I had a pause moment thinking about all that is in my life and that which is not. I was feeling that worry and grief erode the confidence I have in His Love. That is a terrible way to feel because I unplugged from His Heart, a little lost in that place. But, He just won’t let me. He is my Hero and He doesn’t cave in to my weaknesses. He’s just going to Love in excess during those moments. Which is exactly what He did. I was feeling that overflow during my quiet time with Him and then when He went on a run with me later. I knew He had my heart in His Hands. I was realizing, if He has my heart, He won’t drop it, or forget it. He won’t displace it, or devalue it. He is the only One who will keep it completely safe. I want Him to have it. I just keep jacking it up, so I need to hand it over. I envisioned giving it up and seeing Him take it under His Wing. It seems melodramatic, but for me, I have to view Him like this. It gave me peace and comforted me even though the reasons for the worry and grief were still very real and true. This morning, I heard this new song by Mercy Me. It captured every emotion I had. Maybe, it will minister to you the way it did to Me. ❤❤❤❤
“Even If”
They say sometimes you win some
Sometimes you lose some
And right now, right now
I’m losing bad
I’ve stood on this stage night after night
Reminding the broken it’ll be alright
But right now, oh right now I just can’t
It’s easy to sing
When there’s nothing to bring me down
But what will I say
When I’m held to the flame
Like I am right now
I know You’re able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
They say it only takes a little faith
To move a mountain
Good thing
A little faith is all I have right now
But God, when You choose
To leave mountains unmovable
Give me the strength to be able to sing
It is well with my soul
I know You’re able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, and I know the hurt
Would all go away if You’d just say the word
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
You’ve been faithful, You’ve been good
All of my days
Jesus, I will cling to You
Come what may
‘Cause I know You’re able
I know You can
I know You’re able and I know You can
Save through the fire with Your mighty hand
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
I know the sorrow, and I know the hurt
Would all go away if You’d just say the word
But even if You don’t
My hope is You alone
It is well with my soul
It is well, it is well with my soul